{"id":32328,"date":"2024-04-29T02:40:47","date_gmt":"2024-04-29T02:40:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/essays.homeworkacetutors.com\/2024\/04\/dear-diarythere-are-so-many-thoughts-spinning-in-my-head-right-now-essay\/"},"modified":"2024-04-29T02:40:47","modified_gmt":"2024-04-29T02:40:47","slug":"dear-diarythere-are-so-many-thoughts-spinning-in-my-head-right-now-essay","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.colapapers.com\/us\/dear-diarythere-are-so-many-thoughts-spinning-in-my-head-right-now-essay\/","title":{"rendered":"Dear DiaryThere are so many thoughts spinning in my head right now Essay"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Dear Diary,<\/h2>\n

There are so many thoughts spinning in my head right now that I hardly know where to start. I have so much to talk about, but all the ups and downs of the past two weeks have left my mind with this sort of buzzing sound. It\u0092s like everything is sparkling and glowing, and I\u0092m just there in the middle, taking it all in.<\/p>\n

I\u0092ll start with the Chicken Girls. I had a lot to be thankful for this Thanksgiving when we all had dinner together at Rooney and Quinn\u0092s house.<\/p>\n

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That\u0092s right, I mean all of us! Ellie (yes, ELLIE!) is back from the land of the Bs, Kayla broke up with Flash so she\u0092s ready to exist again, and the Forrester sisters are back on speaking terms with each other. Seeing everyone there all together (and Mr. Forrester in his ridiculous turkey hat) made me feel like I was in the middle of an incredible dream.<\/p>\n

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Seriously, I had to pinch myself once or twice, just to make sure it was all really happening.<\/p>\n

Somehow, in the midst of all that holiday magic, my dream world continued into the Attaway High School premiere of Rodeo and Juliet. And, guess what \u2013 Angie tanked. I had so many nightmares about messing up and forgetting my lines, but it happened to her, the high school theater pro! I feel a little bad for her, but after she was so mean to me, I can\u0092t help but think she kind of deserved it. At least I could help her out, which brings me to my biggest surprise of the day\u0085<\/p>\n

I PLAYED JULIET! Well, for half of the show, but still, I did it. I had the leading role in the school play! And, here\u0092s the best part, I actually think I did a pretty good job. Even Harmony said I was a natural up there. And that means something, since she almost never gives an acting compliment to anyone but herself and Jennifer Lawrence.<\/p>\n

That glowing feeling I was talking about earlier? That\u0092s exactly what happened to me up there on stage. In those moments, singing and dancing and saying my lines, it was like the audience didn\u0092t matter. Of course, it was nice to have my friends, family, and director out there, but I wasn\u0092t thinking about how they\u0092d react. I wasn\u0092t freaking out about messing up my lines or choreography. Actually, I wasn\u0092t thinking much about anything. I was just living. Just there, in the present moment, feeling so happy and connected to everyone on that stage.<\/p>\n

There\u0092s something about doing live theater that gives me such a rush. It\u0092s like everyone\u0092s heartbeat aligns for this one moment, just leaving everything on that stage and giving all of ourselves. It\u0092s the best feeling in the world. That\u0092s what Drake said. I told him it was close to it\u0085<\/p>\n

If the onstage feeling isn\u0092t the best feeling in the world, then what\u0092s the best feeling? Well, I think I may have felt it just after the curtains closed and the audience left. Just me and Drake\u2026looking deep into each other\u0092s eyes\u2026Drake telling me maybe he wasn\u0092t just acting after all\u2026asking me to the Winter Formal\u2026okay, now I\u0092m pinching myself again just to make sure this is actually my real life. Can you believe it?! Me, Rhyme, the lead in the play, reunited with the Chicken Girls, and going to the Winter Formal with the most perfect date in Attaway. If this is what high school is actually like, then let me stay there forever.<\/p>\n

Of course, everything isn\u0092t totally perfect. If I could have things the way I truly wanted, I\u0092d have Birdie back here, safe in Attaway and ready to rejoin the Chicken Girls in time for Winter Formal. Maybe I\u0092d have T.K. back here, too\u2026or at least a text from him. Well, a girl can dream.<\/p>\n

I\u0092d talk more about that \u2013 about everything \u2013 but I\u0092m onto another mission: finding a formal dress that I love and that Harmony thinks is worthy. She\u0092s decided she\u0092s going to be my personal stylist from now on. Wish me luck!<\/p>\n

Lots of love, Rhyme<\/h2>\n<\/article>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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